You are not who you think you are

Are you weak?
Are you sensitive?
Why do you feel hurt?
Why do you feel inferior?
You are not who you think you are!

Overreaction outbalances relationships and eats the tolerance away. It is sad that people lose their mind and hurt people who love them badly with accusations, false assumptions and bites of hate. Tolerance and understanding are the path to conflict resolution.  Whenever you get emotionally highjacked, recognize it and countdown from 5 to 1 to end it. Short circuit your anger and resentment or you will transfer them to whoever is around you at the moment . Energy doesn't fade, it converts and negative energy isn't even best transmitted via anger. It has to be critically examined and channeled properly in a healthy manner.

Every moment is a flower that you have to grow with love and understanding. Just don't assume and let go.

Missed

I know you are free now, your spirit is free, your soul must be flying in an eternal sea of colours, beautiful smells, amazing feelings and god's love. 
You nust be sitting somewhere peacefully with happiness filling you with the mercy of god, you are closer to god than anyone of us now, you can reach for him to accept our prayers in our fast momentary flashing life in the line of eternity. You feel the tranquility, you see the angels, you see heaven, no more pain, no more hopes, just the face of reality, eternity in its embracing form, happiness is the essence and purity is the lasting state.

I know you wanted to stay more just to see us grow wiser, we were all kids when you were there, Mama will take care off you, Mama will hug you and make the pain go away, now we understand that all the money in the world can't buy you a loving hug, that we all need to hold strong in the river of life, now places, songs, food, events and people have a different taste, the taste of memories, the taste of seeing the spirit in the people you met and loved, the taste of life , the values of strength, the agreableness and natural empathy. 
You are living in all of us and yet you will always be missed.

Mothers Day-Without You

Here comes the day when we celebrate mothers' day while you are not physically with us.

It is a strange new feeling , feels so empty and meaningless without you. As if the whole commercial mothers gifts mantra was revolving around you when you were alive and now it disappeared after you are gone and to the opposite bring winds of emotions of separation. It is not the same, it is not the same anymore. I will try to relive with memories , with photos or videos of days gone by , but I will never ever see on that day again in this life; this feels so sad yet true and striking. Reality strikes with its hammer!

What can I do to fill this void, the problem with losing your mother is more complex than missing the default free tenderness umbrella in your life, it is missing the existensial cornerstone of your emotional support and empathy. You lose your biggest fan. You are playing on your own now!
No one can feel the loss until they suffer it and any coping mechanism to deal with grief doesn't substitute the obvious, she is gone, the emptiness can't be filled.

What I ll do is pray for kindness, pray for love, pray for courage , thank god for being lucky for having my mother for a longer time than many poeople, pray she is feeling good now in heaven , looking at her photos and smile and spread words of love and gratitude with people I love , love you Mama

Morning Gift

I love you above and beyond your imagination.

Yes you, just believe in yourself and believe in me.
Just close your eyes for 5 seconds and set your mind free. It is just a fantasy for you and me, close as at should be in unity , love and affection. A recreation of when we first met, no grudges, no misery, no pain, just a childish hope with an openess to the world where the sky is the space and the mind is flowing with positivity and joy.

Just close your eyes, 5,4,3,2,1 LOVE.

Yes Love, eternal love that flows like a river but is still like a mountain . No judgement, patience, good intentions, smile, positivity, understanding and harmony.
Close your eyes and let go of anything that holds you back, it is just a thought, a thought that comes and goes,just watch it and keep the good seeds in and leave the bad ones (everything is relative) out.

Grow the tree of love again, feel the passion in your heart, be optimistic about each day you live as it is a gift of god.

Just get the fire back to your eyes, feel it in your voice,hear it with the tap of your feet on the ground, you vibrate ,you shine, you give love and live it with every step on earth,just take it easy on yourself and always believe in yourself and always believe in love.